“Trust, that's all I need.”
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22 September 2010
Wednesday, September 22, 2010 || 10:39 PM

Lethargic. This year is Graduating Year. The best damn thing is today. 4C Jalan Hari Raya (L) Goodness, these people plays a huge role in my life. Rmb our promise next year. Jalan Raya again :) Many love :D Someone finally knocked some senses into me. :) Good thing, time for me to wake up. Starting from now. No point beating about the bush.
1)There's neverending waiting for you, so why waste my time on you.
2)I'm doing great now, without you.
3)You found the one better than me, i shouldnt bother :)
4)You are like a kite trap onto branches on tall trees, no way to get you back. But cut it off.
5)You are happy, so do I.
6)My priority changed. O'lvl, Family, Closed friends, Hockey. Yours, perhaps her.
7)11.11 doesnt work for me, i wished for you yet you never comes back.
8)The 1 year plus, I took it as memories.
9)The gift and letters, i didnt throw. Experiences.
10)I wish you all the best for getting her.
Listed out 10 things that I should let go. Such a relief. There are many more, maybe too much to be list. Whatever it is. HAHA! I hope you can get her okayyyyy (Y) Aint hiding my feeling this time cause someone taught me how to. I still wish you well.
放了。
Labels: 4C (L)
21 September 2010
Tuesday, September 21, 2010 || 10:48 PM

Gotten back some of the Prelim result. I must say is time i get urgent and panic. Actually really really want to study but i just cant help but visit facebook, tumblr and twitter. How how, sucha addiction. My Girlfriend is Gumiho! Superb ttm (Y) Lee Seung Gi is so gonna replace my Yongggg. Nevermind, i must be fair to the both of them. Is okay to love 2 right :b LEE SEUNG GI, I confess that i love you. P/S: I love you too, Yongggg (L) My sickness is on the way to recovery. Hurray :) But I guess too many ppl contracted it. NZW, take good care of yourself.
This time round, I'm the one contradicting myself.
Labels: Bmf, counting down to 5 more days.
16 September 2010
Thursday, September 16, 2010 || 9:20 PM

The worst thing to do is to fall sick. Like seriously, damn suckyyyyyyyyyyy. Tuning in to 98.7fm. It's back again. :) Thank music for companying me when nobody does. Haha. I'm sure, 100% sure. It's amazing how long you take to forget while i'm still stuck on here. The person may be better than me you may think. I am not asking you back, just hoping that you should wake up somehow. What you think called love, isnt love. Things aint as simple as you think. Consult your heart, it will tell you the truth. Live happily alright, I will be. Although it is not like i can do it immediately.Soon,i believe the time will come.
Flu, cough or whatever, faster go away.
p/s, NZW, you are not talking to the wall. I think i'm listening this time round.累了。已经没有毅力再等下去。
Labels: Time.
15 September 2010
Wednesday, September 15, 2010 || 9:05 PM

It's the most sucky day ever. Things were alright until you come home. Hello lady, you think i'm so free. I need my time for studying. Wtf, i'm alrdy suffering from brain drain. I just want to have some enlightenment before i continued my revision, and you just screwed it. Water the plant for you, you still not happy abt it. Eh, i sweep the floor until my backache you know. Give me this fucking attitude like i owe you. Mama, i respect you okay. At least be thankful for what i've done. I know you are tired from your work but dont throw your anger on me. Although you worked very hard, try to be in my shoes. Okay, sorry sorry.
Today is not my day. I need a rest so freaking bad. Thankful that flu and cough kind of subside a bit, still that sick feeling aint going away. Alright, time to get on to F&N and POA!
你会回来吗?
Labels: 4th.
14 September 2010
Tuesday, September 14, 2010 || 10:51 PM

I'm sick, i think. I guess i am deprived of sleep recently. I cant believe that i took 5 hours of nap earlier on. Bro only allow me to use lappy until now and it's alrdy gonna be like bed time. Somemore, i lost my focus on revising. How great is that. Stress+Pressure =Sick. Best formular of all. So sickkkkkk. My head is kind of throbbing, i bet is seeking for bed. The thing is i havent started my emaths revision! Okay, enough. I stop here. Virus, pls get away from me tmr.
Blessed. :)
Cbox, what's with all the unknown passerby. Irritating ttm.
一天又一天过去。 一个月,两个月,三个月,四个月。
Heartbeat.Labels: pw:4646
12 September 2010
Sunday, September 12, 2010 || 3:43 PM
Hell-ya. Ask me what is my mood now. - Indescribably Sad and I seriously need a punching bag! Why is this always happening happening? Sucha pain in the ass. Screw you. Okay, enough of my moaning. I spent my Boring Saturday damn well. My routine - Woke up at 12plus and Eat. 1,2,3,4,5,6 hours of nap. Thumb up for me ! I told NZW and Zen that I'm gonna study since ytd. Till now, muahahahaha. Facebook, Twitter, Tumblr, MSN and Blogger. Another thumb up (Y) Well done, i thought tmr physics exam will be MCQ. Goodness, it is written. Wishful thinking. Geography, please be good. You're my worst subject of all but i'm gonna study you hard later :) It's high time i stop letting everything abt you to affect me. Really, it's enough. Somebody tell me how to.
Shu received her special prediction from Anita the online psychic:
Anita said:
"Shu darling, you know that it takes work to maintain a successful relationship, and you're happy to do what it takes. Your efforts are paying off, too. "
(via Facebook)
If my efforts are paying off, i dont have to be so terrible and keep worrying abt you. If my efforts are paying off to maintain a successful relationship between us, things wont turn out this way.
爱得越深,伤得越痛。
Labels: Effyboo you.
10 September 2010
Friday, September 10, 2010 || 10:30 PM
SELAMAT HARI RAYA !Mum.mum.mum.mum. :D I slept at 3plus am ytd. Maybe because there's too much things bothering me. Thank to Mx, he stayed with me till i fell asleep. (: I cant believe that gym session with Zen was so fun. Basically, i woke up late and the stupid 307 came so late. Reach there @ 10am. Omg, there were handsome hunks, a lot. With his guidance, everything went well. We should have more gym sessions together :) Hiakhiak. He asked me to report to him if there is any muscles ache tmr. I hope it will be a no pls. Okay lah. End here, stop here.
Sour, a form of jealousy.Labels: Gym session.
09 September 2010
Thursday, September 9, 2010 || 10:02 PM
I'm back once again. Just went studying with Deb, both of us weren't that focus which we ended up talking abt rabbit, eating and heading for Lot. I'm like eyeing for so many things. New shoes, new clothes etc etc. I came to the conclusion that typing this way is much more better rather than in a form of sentences. I got more things to talk abt. Hehe. Pls say you all can make it for tmr. I want to tan !!! Muahahahaha! Alarm clock, i'm counting on you tmr. Make sure that i wake up at 8am :) Imma good girl for the day. Now i realise how tough is a mum's job. I finally (touch) the broom! Good experience but fucking tired seriously. Mummy, i love you. Thank you for all the things you done for us. Ohman, i'm so random. Okay, I stop right here. Yes, i shouldnt just let your words ruin my day. Maybe I should learn how to let go a bit. One step at a time.
I hope you are irritating.
Labels: 2nd.
09 September 2010
|| 2:01 PM
I didnt sleep well last night.
Toss and turn, eventually fell asleep.
I (woken up) yesterday.
Time to tackle my weaknesses.
I sucks at handling pressure.
I sucks at making plan which lead to poor time management.
I had low self-esteem.
From today till 25 Oct, it's time for a change.
Gym tmr, omg.
Excited man, going with Z.sis tmr :D
Man, You've got to knock some sense into your ego. Labels: Revolution.
08 September 2010
Wednesday, September 8, 2010 || 10:53 AM
I've been trying to blog ytd but bro got hold of the whole lappy for the day.
So forget it, i also dont know what much to say just the urge to blog.
Maybe there's too many things running in my mind.
The fact is i just dont know how to put into words.
Hiakhiak. 11.11am.
I made a wish, the same wish everyday.
But it never turns out true.
Whatever it is.
Labels: Backup.
03 September 2010
Friday, September 3, 2010 || 10:31 PM

Ohmy love-lies.
This bunch of girls gave me the best and big surprise ever.
Notes in the lift for a birthday girl.
Notes on the wall of my corridor.
Notes on the wall of my bedroom.
Million and million of thank.
I dont know what to say but only thank you.
They make me feel special.
Anddddd.
Not to forget my 5-6 years and still counting babies, close friends and teammates for the book* as well as the surprise.
It's all kept here - <3
YongHwa baby celebrate with me this year.
OMG, you're the best gift i ever had. (:
Somehow, they made me realise and learn how to forget you.
I am learning yet I dont know what is the point.
So that I can live happier?
It wont, it even hurts more to forget.
Till now, I am still wondering where the fuck is the msg you sent me 363 days back.
It seemed like a promise you made to me, i've lost it.
But i still rmb what you said in the msg.
If you rmb it, is 05 September'09.
It's useless to show how much you damn care for someone when that person is too busy getting someone else's attention - Unknown.Labels: :)