“Trust, that's all I need.”

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Darn.
The weather is bad today.
Plus morning sickness = awfully bad.
Flu and stomach cramp give me hell totally.
Until now, my back ache like fuck.
Adding to my mood today, nothing better.
I hope tmr it will worsen, so that i dont need to attend school.
& I realise i never touch any homework at all except phy.
Wtf, screwed.
Tmr is Monday Blue again.
This week, i know i'm not my real self.
I think I will still behave the same way until i could get over.
One moment i was happy, the other moment my nonsense come again.
I still rmb fri.
r. asked if i was alright, i said yeah.
But honestly, i wasnt.
I tried to hide.
Is not that i want to lie, it's because of that thing.
I'm very afraid, too frighten till i also not sure what i'm scared of.
It's going to be 3months real soon.
It's my stupidity i should say.
My head ask me to move on but i dont want to.
When will this thing be over?

Labels: Aint my real self.