“Trust, that's all I need.”

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After tmr, maybe can kiss goodbye to Coursework Part A.
Wait, so for now, hurry up and finish it.
p/s, if not hthc gonna say i'm slow again.
HAHA.
Okay, dah.
I should really stop blogging now cause i dont know spend how long on it.
Devote time to my coursework :D
Bye.

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Happy 23rd Month Bmf. (L)

Once again, I'm here to post.
It's 3.14 am.
Like ytd, I am doing my f/n coursework.
Devoting my sleeping time on doing coursework.
Serious joke, i have no choice.
I was more engergetic compared to ytd because i got mates who were in the same state as me.
Most importantly, secret weapons for the night - Coffee.
To keep me awake for the rest of the day.
How great huh.
Okay, cut the crap.
JIAYOU Sisi :D
I pretty hope that there will not be panda eyes or bloodshot eyes.

I am so touched upon receving the msg.
Although is just a few simple words, it contain so many thoughts.
XXX, dont be so good to me.


If our r/s could last like how bmf last.
It isnt too much to ask for right.
Time is not an issue, is the feeling that matters.

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Goodness me.
I was late for school today.
If i know i shouldnt have come.
But after all, it wasnt a waste.
I learnt something today. (:
I kind of regret staying late ytd.
I practically did nothing. (Y)
Okay, i'm still gonna stay up today to finish.
It's a promise. :D



YH, be with me kay.
HAHA, give me some motivation to do work (:

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2 more days to 23months.

As usual.
Let me be life less for the week.
I think i'm gonna stay till 4am today.
So for now, i need some fun before i proceed to serious work.

A true guy says sorry because he mean it, although is a minor thing.
Hthc makes me understand this.
Dont be so good to me pls.
I fear that i will fall for it.

I love YongHwa ttm.

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It's 25 Aug alrdy.
2.39am in the morning.
Everyone should be asleep now except for some night owl which include me staying in the night doing coursework.
How pathetic is that ?
I'm so f. tired but i cant bring myself to sleep.
Because I'm afraid that if i were to fall asleep, i wont wake up alrdy.
So once and for all, do as much as i can.
My mind is alrdy not listening to me.
That's why i slowly moving to blogger and facebook to seek for some entertainment.
My body is aching and i need endurance right now like seriously.
I think i will make sure i done parts of what i'm suppose to do before i proceed to bed.

Yonghwa, pls give me some motivation (:

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Feeling down down down.
Omg. Deciding not to do coursework.
I'm drained today.
Kay, im having flu.
I think i will post a short one.
I'm too tired to handle anything.
There's so much things happening and i'm tired of it.
So tired of it.

Close ones around you sometimes aint that trusting.
So open your eyes big.
It's time for me to figure who to trust.
The game is on.

If you want to do this, i should take back my love.

Thank hthc, i'm not sure if i can do it.
Maybe i will, with you around.

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Shag.


Thursday is always a long day.
I was happy.
But now, i'm feeling so down.
Yes, I finally feel a sense of urgency.

This is what i did to my wall.
Math Mensuration Formular for all the shape.
Maybe that's what i mean by makeover.
I'm feeling down againnnnnnnnn.
& #15, you hurt me once again.
Maybe i should cry it out.

Shot me with the truth & maybe i can give up.

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One subject down (:

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It's the 15 today.

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I dont know what to post today.
Hmm.. I think i'm too into Kpop recently, very.
Especially my YongHwa baby :b
I hope i can really make it for 20 Aug.

YH, Wait for me :D
My mp3 player is all korean songs.
Okay, i think i'm gonna forget abt chinese and english songs.

Things I want to do when I have a lover - G.NA Feat Rain.
The lyric is so cute.


If I have a boy friend, there'll be so many things I want to do.
I've dreamt I have a boy friend like that.
The first, kissing him in the street.
The second, catching the early train for Chooncheon with him.
The third, going on a picnic with him.
The fourth, the piggy back ride.
The fifth, couple-ring is basic to our love.

If I have a girl friend, there'll be so many things I also want to do.
I've always envied another's girl friend.
The sixth, I'll go to late night movies with you.
The seventh, I'll go to amusement parks with you.
The eighth, I'll hold a surprise event for you.
boo boo boo I'll be really happy because of you.
The thought of it makes my heart flutter.
I'll try to do every one a day with you.
I'm so happy to be with you.
I'm so happy we both are together.
You're a real treasure to me.

I'm falling in love with this song. :D

You have to believe in me like how I believe in you.
& I still do.

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Today is the most sucky day of the week.
Totally.
Got scolding from teachers. Not just one teacher.
It's so embarrassing, so i might as well not said it.
I want a makeover to my room.
Bmf commented my room seemed to be lack of something which i also think so.
I think it's my own hallucination, I heard soft whispers during midnight.
And again my whole body was paralyzed last night.
So basically, i didnt sleep well ):
I think it's time to tell mum, so that she can do something abt it.
I'm so scared to sleep alone now.
Sticky FTW!
Apple Rocks tastes heavenly ttm ! :D

I dont know why i keep on dreaming abt you.
It sound stupid seriously. -_-
I cant forget you and i dont want to be your past.
When i thought i stop thinking of you, you come and ruin everything again.

I love YongHwa (L)
You should appear in my dream tonight. (:

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YongHwa, I think i'm falling for you. (:

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Forget to ask BC what is the date today.
Last annual cross-country plus national day celebration.
It think this year was the best of all.
I was thinking if i should walk or run then i thought abt the team.
In the end, made up my mind. RUN.
I bet is a bad decision.
Okay, fast forward.
Vivian, Deb, HY, WY and I went to Lot One for lunch.
At first thought of having pizza, but it was too packed.
Then we searching around everywhere, in the end we went to LJS.
We has a conversation.
I promise from today onwards, those texts that i send others must not be less than 2 words.
Most importantly, no more LOL.
MUST PUT FULLSTOP AND SMILEYS.
I must do it.
Then send WY off and headed to Vivian house for Mahjong session.
We played for like 3 games then we stopped.
Cause all too tired.
Then we watch horror movie.
Homed around 5.
Overall, it's was great today.

It's fate.

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MX says i'm crazy. LOL.
Wowww, i left my tumblr rusty for days or weeks.
When i finally update, i reblog so many stuff. (Y)
Although today lesson are until 5 but it seemed so fast.
Finally another hectic week is gone.
Tmr cross country -_-
Whatever.
Bye.

I'm afraid.

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Realised how fast things change just in one year.
From friends to best friends.
From best friends to lover.
From lover to strangers.

I'm getting fatter and fatter.
I gained weight again to 40kg now.
Flabby fat!
I think i should go for a run tmr. :
Stamina is going down.
Anyone free to join :O
Nevermind, cut the crap.
Time for homework.
Bye.

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Happy 16th Birthday, Nayake ! (L)

Just woke up from a short nap.
& still feeling so tired after a bath.
A bit more to go, coursework part B.
Mdm Tan didnt come today, so basically we were doing our own thing.
Eventually come to the topic*.
Anyway, i'm so looking forward to Monday. :D
Esplanade, here we come.
People said, dont try to show signs of getting back something i've lost.
But i did.
Maybe this is my weakness.
You are the one who make it happen.

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It's Monday Blue.
Tmr is the deadline for coursework part B & i'm like taking my own sweet time to blog.
Okay, will start very very soon.
What should i say.
All i can say is i shouldnt have come school today.
I'm like half-dead.
I bet i spent half of chem and phy's period sleeping.
Mr. G is angry with our class. ):
My Doddle Jump broke record, 39k.
Doddle, FTW. Work harder for me kay. <:
I think i 'm still the lowest in Bmf.
Nevermind.
I'm feeling so cold right now.
Mineral water company for the whole week.
I need iron.
I'm still waiting.

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Darn.
The weather is bad today.
Plus morning sickness = awfully bad.
Flu and stomach cramp give me hell totally.
Until now, my back ache like fuck.
Adding to my mood today, nothing better.
I hope tmr it will worsen, so that i dont need to attend school.
& I realise i never touch any homework at all except phy.
Wtf, screwed.
Tmr is Monday Blue again.
This week, i know i'm not my real self.
I think I will still behave the same way until i could get over.
One moment i was happy, the other moment my nonsense come again.
I still rmb fri.
r. asked if i was alright, i said yeah.
But honestly, i wasnt.
I tried to hide.
Is not that i want to lie, it's because of that thing.
I'm very afraid, too frighten till i also not sure what i'm scared of.
It's going to be 3months real soon.
It's my stupidity i should say.
My head ask me to move on but i dont want to.
When will this thing be over?

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