“Trust, that's all I need.”

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Happy 22nd Month, Bmf! (L)

At the end of the day, i got a conclusion.
Friendship definitely last longer than relationship.
I guess i not going to put too much hope on you.
I dont want another disappointment again and again cause it seriously ruin my mood.
Another thing is i shouldnt set my priority as you.
I realise until now, everything i wrote is all about you.
Whatever it is.
I'm little hyper today.
It's so flufffyyyyyyyy, I'm gonna dieeeeeeeee.
Heehee.
Move on to my homework.
Ohf.
I'm having stomach upset.
Goodnight.

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3more hours to 22months.

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Laptop, I think i can sleep with you.
Ohman, you sucha addiction.
I've been glued to you since 5pm just now.
Almost everyday.
Okay, control myself.

I've got nothing to say.
fuckingsad.

Give me some hope to hold on pls.

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He ask me to fight for it and be brave.
Thank.

Just any word from you can actually make my day.

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Contradicting.

Okay, save all the f words under my breath.
Breathe in, breathe out.
Okay.
Is damn frustrating hearing that okay.
I hate to get to know about you thru another person.
Be true to yourself and be true to others can, at least.
I dont understand why are we making it so difficult for each other.

Everyone is so not in the mood today.
Maybe it's Monday Blue.
Tmr will be better.
Blessed.

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Happy Birthday Raina sis and Taemin! :D

Weet~
I've been using laptop for the past 6hours.
Haha!
Intend to do homework since 3hrs ao and I dragged till now.
Baik, Shu.
Nevermind, soon <:
Save all the long words.
Bye.

Pompuan ni merepek. -.-

I'mstillwaiting.

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I'm f. tired today.
Totally like a worn out machine.
Lesson wise, dont say much.
Cause is effy boring.
After f/n extra lesson, stayed back in school till 7pm to do maths.
Wowww.
Imma Math freak.
Finally I couldnt take it & that's it.
I doze off on the table.
Teeheee.
Shorttt nap, 10min.
And constantly yawning on the way back home.
I had my really beauty sleep ytd ever since 15th M.
Someone asked me why i put webdings font.
Okay, no other reason.
Definitely not for him to see.
Blogspot is a public site, eventually ppl can see.
I put webdings because i dont want myself to see.
I decided to put webdings to keep me away from those words that i said.
Whatever it is, up to own belief.

79338489.

Okay, enough.

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Woww!
Didnt blog for 6 days.
No longer find interest in blogging, cause i'm getting sick of what i posted.
Like seriously.
I love you, baby. Spain FTW! :D
I slept for 3 hours only.
Because of you, Spain.
It's a disappointment though, but I'm still proud of you :D
Heehee.

It's time to wake up from my dream.
Because what i've been thinking all this while, aint gonna come true.
Time to face the reality, maybe life will be better off without you.
I've always thought there's a turning back for us.
But you seemed to prove me wrong.
Texting other girls, going out with girls.
Yes, you can take it that i'm jealous.
Because my heart sank whenever i heard anything abt you.
I would wonder if is it a good news or bad news for me.
That kind of feeling, I just cant describe it.
My heart will pause for a few seconds before it start beating again.
I feel remorseful, because we never once have a nice date out.
I can just blame myself for not holding tight when i have you.
What's the point of saying all this thing when i knew that nothing will happen.
There will be nothing from you.
That day when I talked to you, I feel so strange.
It was as if i dont know you, we are total strangers.
After we ended, I think i owed others.
Because I spent a lot of time thinking abt how to save this r/s.
I never once notice that others also need my care and concern.
This may be the last time i'm posting abt it.
Who know the next time when i post, I will be over you. (:
That's all i wish for now.
Yeah, i should stop talking now before i fall into it deeper.

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HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, MINGXIAN :D


Ohmygod. So nervous, tmr is my chinese oral.
Today's topic was damn easy.
Why wasnt my oral today :(
Was effy bored just now.
So i went to flip through photo album and saw some of my photos :p
LMAO!


I remember vividly this was taken when i wentto Genting.
HEEHEE! The pose was lame.


This was slightly older. Weet~ My favourite pikachu.
Dont know where it is now O:

Well compared to now, I think i look better when i was a kid.
HAHA! I realised brother was so cute and handsome :D
HEEHEE.
Next Wed and he will be back.
BOTAK :D

Okay, enough of crap.
Bless me.

I've nothing to say anymore.
Once again, you make me feel stupid.

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Happy Birthday to Beloved YANA!

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I've been thinking abt it since ytd night.
Comeon, SM.
Where's your self-control?
It's only one month, one month and i cant even take it.
& i broke my promise to myself and to others.

Where has my sweetguy gone.?

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My heart is in a mess, who can fix it for me?

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